I feel sad:( . Mr. Bridge Maker if you’re reading this, you KNOW who you are, you’ve been like the ” Hmm… this happened to me today I’m gonna call him otw home” person for so long that without it well to quote Bella (just cause it’s so lame and annoying and well ridiculously amusing), “It’s like a huge hole’s been punched into my.. heart? body?” Heck it. But seriously. make contact k? I miss you/ enuff said.
On a more jovial note, christmas is coming. Well doesn’t feel that christmassy actually… so that was a pathetic attempt and making this light and happy heh?
Just heard chris daughtry’s version of poker face. Ohman awesome. Gotta be that bald head dude, does wonders for this indian chick.
Basically everyone’s overseas now and I kinda like it cause I’m waaay too busy to bother. But still ohsojealous. Anywho on the side of job searching pls note the following:
1. Getting drunk is apparently rudimentary for a job at I-won,t-say-the-name-lest-I-get-sued-over-the-internet.
2.I haven’t gotten any news on YWAM dude. Banana man! I want to do somthing back for humanity pleeeeaassee?
I want to say something but like noone would get it at all. But HEY! No one reads this shit so i’m good to go. I can’t figure alot of stuff out right now and it scares me that I’m so lost when I should have half the world figured out by now(right. i’m totally exaggerating) Still. It scares me and this time next year if I’m still bumming round at home well that wouldn’t be much of a life lived would it? I want to travel now and become well, bordering on alcoholic and I need money. URGH. I’ve never complained you know just admitted my state of wealth and learned to live within my means but now I’m really pissed off that I can’t just say I wanna go switzerland and well, just go! You know without money or any kinda benefit that comes with money you better have something right? Goodlooks/charm/intelligence/or some talent, at least. well Big Guy thanks for the huge cosmic joke cause I sure as hell ain’t got any of those things and I don’t see money coming out from my ears.
Whatever, this is bodering on angst and I’m way too old for that.