a quickkkk look back.

I KNOW I KNOW! This post has been loooong outdated but had problem using picasa thanks to my technoobness. But finally tadaa! i’m ready to look back at the year that has past by.

This year certainly saw a hellovallotta changes. Changing schools changing churches it seemed veryvery scary but I made it I guess.

CHURCH!!

WOW! Doesn’t it look pretty. Well thanks to picasa. OKOK. I’m really honestly glad for web and I look forward to it each week. These are a buch of people where I can talk about absolutely everything to and it a very dark and twisted way I think I did the right thing by running y’know cause i found these great bunch of people. It just really feels so homely. i was enlightened about the workings of GOD after a conversation with who else but Gerald(I know!) Guys we’ll go for wg regularly this year yea? No more ponning and watching movies instead HAHA.

08A06!!!

MY CLASS. I really love each and everyone of them. They’re SUCH a fun bunch always ponning lessons chasing teachers away and eating in class!! PODS! HAHA. Those of you who know me know I absolutely can’t stand the school the teachers suck the uniforms ugly and don’t get me started on the tie. But these people really save the day and I KNOW I ponned freak alot of school last year it was just a weird thing and of cause who could not forget the terrible times in council they’ll tell me councillors are losers but not me. SO SWEET. Anyway, OHOH and the terrible sas times. You guys are sweeties man and I can’t wait to mug hard for A’s with these bunch of retards. CBCB! HAHA.

And of course through it all who could not forget teh lovely bunch of cssers.

CSS!!

I’m so amazed and thrilled that I’m still so close to these bunch of people all the birthday celebrations,short random sessions, movie outings, BATAM and so on(plus a failed carolling session).I guess our relationship has grown to a new level that we’re really able to be 100% honest and just hang out and have a good time without really planning anything. I just hope that even with A’s coming we’ll be able to still be as close as we were before and maybe the end of next year that could be batam 2! The saga continues.

Of course there are other randoms around you knwo who you are and just cause your face isn’t in a collage doesn’t mean I don’t love you guys.

ANYWAY, on a personal level this year has been reallyreallyreally tough for me with jb and everything there were somedays that I really didn’t see any light at the end of the tunnel. Moreover, I;ve also lost contact woth a lot of people that ised to be a huge part of my life and I wonder if I’ll be able to hang out with them just like I used to in teh past. Family’s been tough as always but I think I’ve learned that its good to have them on your side being rebellious is just ULTRA tiering sometimes so yea,All the people who have seen me through this year thanks. REALLY. Even though its weird that there are converstaion groups just for me I’m not only honoured but extremely touched,. love ya guys and I really hope that next year will be not so rocky and just a focus on A’s cause masscomm’s my dream.

mia-ing

HEY. Sorry to all those people who’ve been trying to contact me cause of my screwy phone and camp + work couldn’t get back to the many messages but my phone’s up and running now and I’m back from camp. Will upload the MANY photos up on facebook soon promise. OH and stephyeo if you’re reading this I won’t be around this weekend going off to batam with a couple of friends but I’ll be there to help plan stuff for the farewell yea??

ANYWAY, loads of stuff left undone finally cleared my room and brushed up on math but I’ve still got loads of lit/hist/econs left undone. Really wondering if I should’ve taken up this job cause its really robbing me of laods of catch ups and phone calls with friends who seem to be jetting off to exciting places like TAIWAN ahem. ( BOTH JAMES AND HAN WHY CAN’T YOU’LL JUST STAY IN SINGAPORE) sighs. Just watched You’ve got Mail my all time fave romantic comedy got loads to update on camp and holidays activities but will leave it to another day cause tv calls.

OHOH. just one more thing!!! GERALD I miss you like heck supposed best friend where the hell are you!! We keep missing each other these days and I can never have a proper convo that doesn’t have you/me having to rush off somewhere else. Hope batam will be a good time to catch up cause I really miss seeing your face. 

BYE FOR NOW! 

WOOH!

HOWDY! WordPress is ULTRA cool! The main page has snow falling down some kinda effect that they createdwhich I think totally fits the christmas spirit. ANYWAY, as I blog this I’m DAMN FREAKING HIGH so expect bimboness to the max in this post. Went to the red dot design museum, MAD flea market ALONE! (yes nah! stomach ache my ass but oh well, I still love you-sometimes(: ) OK! Here’s a pic of the place.

Since its an arty farty place I gave you a arty pic too. Which I totally toook myself- NOT,(I warned you bout the forthcoming bimboness). Bought a hell-of-alotta stuff for people BUT I’m SO tempted to keep them for myself cause they’re all DAMN pretty and unique. But OH well. OHOH! And you know all those people who said that when you go somewhere you learn alot bout yourself or some shit like that. THEY WERE TOTALLY LYING. Honest to goodness. i learned zilch about myself. OH. Except these two things

a) I talk to myself ALOT. Like in my head there are actual conversations going on! I know crazyness PERSONIFIED. And there was this guy with a damn funny shirt and I luaghed out cause y’know I have a good sense of humour right? Then I realized OHMYGAWD there’s no one next to me!!! SO, noew I look like a COMPLETE goon laughing to myself.

b)I’m sorry I totally forgot what b was, it was something absolutely fab but well I realy can’t remember so TOO BAD.

After that was cip time. DAMN FREAKING FUN. Fong and nah mae me crack up ALL the time cause well thy’re so freaking hilarious even thoguh they’re total bitches they’re alright lah. OHOH, and all of you who know me properly enough know I HATE KIDS. Like sometimes I can’t resist the urge to strangle them. But I think today (da da da dam da dum- its suppose to be the trumpet thing ok so if you don’t get it just deal) I found my love for children from inside inside. GOSH. You just wanna cuddle them cause they’re so CUTESY WOOTSY. We were selling pencils and taking phtos and the money would go to Cambodian children. Had a blast and bought nail polish. YAY! I LOVE the face shop polish they’re in SUCH pretty colours.

—-; OHOH, and I also wanted to say one last thing this is SO off but HAN  realize I’m damn spendy too! Give me the money and it flies away in 10, 9, 8.. you get the drift. SHUCKS MAN. We need help lets join We-spend-alot-of-money-help-us-please ANOYNOMOUS  HAHA. (: Ok lovelies gotta go now. TATA till next time dudes and dudettes.

in all fairness.

Darfur, Sudan Northeastern Africa. It just seems too surreal to believe that people living in today’s fast paced technology driven world have to succumb to the powers to be just because of violence. In Sudan, early 2003 two allied groups decidedly rebelled against the government for social and economic reforms the government was deeply threatened by the onslaught for the search of autonomy throughout Sudan. They then employed a largely arab milita group popularly known as the Janjaweed to conduct Sudanese genocide across the villages till the rebels back down. The facts speak for themselves and yet the government fails to accept responsibility for the ongoing terror and violence in Sudan. I sincerely do not understand how we can live in comfort while others toil away at the feilds daily, are forced to run for thier lives very second of the day and above all pick up weapons at the tender age of 3. Yet at the same time I enjoy the comforts I have, y’know its unlikely that I’m gonna start buliding a corn field and wearing jumpsuits daily but I want to do something at the very least. SO, if i still have the balls for it this time next year I’m gonna go and help with YWAM(Youth With A Mission) to help out, then maybe when I sip my grande double shot espresso frappe I’ll feel more guilty- and this time not just for adding whipped cream.

love me if you dare.

 

I loved every minute of this awesome french film Love me if you dare. It was the best most morbid love story ever but it reduced me to freaking tears for more than half of this awesome film. Juts seems so out of the ordinary but at the same time so easy and comfortable to relate to. I wanna watch this with my fiance, if he gets it, I KNOW he’s right for me. HA!

CHRISTmas.

Christmas always adds that air of mystique and pleasure all around. The lights, the festivities and the carols that echo every street corner never fails to put a smile on my face. It just seems all that more magical as if somehow somewhere no matter what happens Christmas will always be there for me. It always comes like the mail- except much better. Lately though, being the cynic that I am, I’m begginning to wonder if maybe there’s some truth to all the commercialization nonsense that’s been going around. Is the world really trying to put a price tag on a holiday as sacred as christmas? I wanted to find out. Turns out the world was right after all. Very few people really believe in what christmas is- the birth of Christ. Sure you can argue that we don’t know if that’s the actual birth date and the astounding lack of archaelogical evidence yadadadada but the truth still stands as this; this day a million (maybe slightly less) years ago people took to be the birth of Christ and celebrated it as a holiday to commemorate just that and that alone. So all the love, peace, hope, presents, marshmallow filled cocoa, christmas trees, shooping, deco all that pure commercialization. So to celebrate the day all we should do is go to church, sing a bunch of songs pray and leave then sulk around while the rest of the world partakes in scruptous feasts and brightly lit candles that surround the christmas tree? Well, oesn’t sound liek much a holiday does it? So here’s what I say I’ll buy into all teh crap the media gives me about love and goodwill and the happy holiday candy with special drinks they make up at starbucks. Just like everyone I’m gonna decorate the tree and vsit the pretty lights at town but above all I’m gonna remember that without this day I’ll have nothing much to live for. It is called CHRISTmas after all.

P.S Those Italian/Persian bastards who tried to satanise christmas by calling it x’mas in the sense crossing out or “x-ing” out christ can burn in hell, you KNOW who you are.

together, forever and never to part.

Since Lucy was young she knew her parents hated her, her bath toys were a toaster and a radio. The very thought of hanging out with her must have repulsed them for she saw silent joy everytime she said she couldn’t make it for a gathering. Slowly though, news of the fact that the Hendersons weren’t a perfect family got out and they got it into their heads to pretend that they were the very epitome of the perfect family. Gifts were administered, money lavishly given out and family squabbles occurred in a rather underhanded fashion; behind closed doors, in the dark as far away from peeking eyes as humanly possible. Lucy hated this, with every fibre of her being she wanted the world to know what a failure her parents were, she wanted to run and expose them. Ironically revealing all will be the only way her life will become private again. So she wrote a story, very much like this one, exactly like this one in fact and published it in a place she knew all would see. Far out there in cyberspace perhaps someone would read it, someone who truly needed to know exactly how she felt, to the very punctuation. Only then when everything was destroyed could she finally find true peace- peace from within.

 

having the time to think.

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HAVING THE TIME TO THINK. GET IT NOW!  

return of the dead.

or rather the living, but its a movie or something right? WELL, a lot has happened since the last time I blogged but I’ll spare those of us who sodo not wish to know every single excruciating detail of my life relived in some blog entry. So all’s well and those of you who’ve been wondering about my missingness in cyberspace it wasn’t that I got lazy and stopped blogging or something its just that every single post was either pathetic/boring or hopelessly emotionally draining that I just figured WHAT”S THE POINT? sometimes whatever goes on in my head should just stay there y’know.

So pw’s getting near its irritating and OH today ms subasanran got called to the principal’s office during assemble like they spelt my full name and the guy stammered a couple of times. Then I just stood there thinking “BOY! My name IS ultra long! Anyone who doesn’t know me will probably want to know who’s that girl with the ultra long name being sent to the principal’s office right?”  Then when I went there all scared and like SHIT am I retaining or like getting kicked out? Will my parents be there where it’ll be some big expose on all the terrible things I’ve done in my lifetime cause God KNOWS there’s loads. In fact if you wrote it all down on a list it’ll go round the world and back about, oh, 50000 million times. Turns out it was cause I didn’t submit the edusave form for some stupid op workshop. GOSH. Whatever, pJ’s so booglily lame. YUP booglily is an actual word go check it if you don’t believe me. No seriously go.

On another note results are moderately ok. I didn’t do ell but better than I thought I would cause I sincerely did so little preparing, studying the night before and that’s it. But looking at the people around me makes me feel like i should be doing much better than I am so I’m just gonna try hard to- HEY its not like anything life changing is happening or anything so why not just give it a shot-right.

Getting addicted to GG (Gossip Girl) right now, its so bitchy and drama and over-the-top fab it totally keeps me addicted. You don’t have to worry bout it becoming totally twisted and dark as the seasons progress cause right from season one everyone’s slept with everyone else so that’s that.

ONE LAST THING.

Know drifting and hazing that comes with the fazing? i finally know what those people have been talking bout all those years cause I’m getting it right now. sometimes its like a comfy afternoon snuggled up under the comfortor when its pouring outside and sometimes its that sharp peircing pain you feel when you wanna drink hot soup and it burns your tongue leaving you void of future tasting endeavours. But whatever it is its there and I guess I have to just deal. Party’s coming up right?

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